Thursday, June 10, 2010!
HandWritten on; 10:01 PM
i wish i can sleep damn late into the night watching shows/movies and wake up in the afternoon the next day and spend my day with my friends and loved ones doing anything other than studying! but i cant. hahaha. except probably the watch shows late into the night part. but it will be followed by being jolted up early in the morning either cause my alarm rang, or worse, my alarm DIDNT ring. hmm, but i guess by far its still okay. had engin camp dry run last week which was okay but im glad i got to know more people which will make next week better. (:
today is thursdayyy night and there's two more days to go to two weeks! i realised this space hasnt been filled with images for a long time. soon soon soon. i have been ...going to school... okay, driving :D (but last friday's lesson was horrible ttm) oh i watched hc dance night last monday with my girlfriends. i really loved how the audi is always always filled every dance night every single year. i really love how hwachongians would support and cheer and scream to support the dancers. (: who, this year, are my dear juniors. it reminded me of how we performed femme and journey on the very same stage 3 years ago, and it reminded me of our j2 dance night which was very special, and of course our alumni dance last year when we performed as seniors! i guess that was really really a fusion which was representing my whole entire batch in one dance. hahaha. it was funny, and very memorable.
camp comm lunch followed by pool, killiney and xinwang dinner was entertaining and hilarious, a good wednesday spent. thats when i realised i havent been really going out and enjoying one entire day with friends for quite a long time. tmr im meeting my colleagues we're going to visit vanessa at sim! lookingforward. [:
i dont know why this post sounds so happy but today was a rather bad day. these days i realised how some people can just change their personality and the way they treat you in a matter of like seconds. its just so scary. no wonder people always prefer their old friends, cause there's a reason why they are still your friends after so long. it really sucks to be rushing around the whole day and at the end of it, feeling so unappreciated, and whats worse? being left to survive in a group of new people, alone, left behind by your supposedly good friend who now seems all out to gain her new popularity and to tell others that you're not as good.